Ramblings of the day

So I haven't slept in what seems like forever!  I was exhausted at work and swear if I sat down one more time I was going to fall asleep where I was in front of patients and all.  Now that I am home everyone is so loud I can't sleep.  I hope to goodness I don't have another night like last night.  


On another note I have been taking my new medication for 4 days now.  Not as much sickness as I was having but still can't eat like I did but that is a good thing.  I need to lose weight and I would eat anytime and whatever I wanted all the time.  I hope this medicine works but in 3 weeks I have to go back to add another one on.  The doctor finally gave me some pain medication though and it helps a lot.


I haven't had much time for reading but I am getting ready to start another series because I need a break from the one I am on.  My friend said that these are super good and she knows what to choose for me when I need it the most.  She also sent me this awesome stone bible that has all the healing stones in it along with their attributes and healing powers.  It is one of the best books ever!  I love it!  

This is my daughter, Marissa 

News, news and more news

I pretty much haven't had the best year so far, so why not some not so great news?!  I know I can handle whatever comes my way but sometimes it would be nice to have a break.  I would love nothing more than to read until I can't any longer but that hasn't been an option this week.  So I am planning on taking a trip next spring break.  Marissa, mom and I are going to just go away for a few days and enjoy ourselves.  It is overdue!


With all that I have found out the last couple of days there is nothing more that I want then to talk to my dad.  He was always my person I could talk to about my aches and pains and just anything I wanted.  I miss him so much!  I just can't bring myself to go to his grave for very long.  I don't know why but it bothers me.  One day I hope to get over this but maybe it is the fact that he can't talk back to me even if I talk to him.  All I know is I would give anything to have a real conversation with him.....

Starting this thing called blogging

I am going to start this thing called blogging.  I tried once before but didn't really do much with it.  This is going to be my way of talking things out and getting my book reviews in on my other page.  Sometimes I may not be real fun but hey who is fun ALL the time?!  


Today was very rough.  Our family dog died 5 months after my dad died and it just hit us all very hard today.  Abbie was just about the best dog ever and it just makes me so sad.  Bailey, my dog, is really upset also.  Abbie was 11 years old and I think her BFF, my dad, dying really got to her.  She will be truly missed!


So...this year has really just stunk and I am ready for good things to happen!  I love the book club that I am in and I am going to review books for the Street Teams that I am in and just for fun because I need something to distract from all the blah going on.  


This is going to be a short week with a day off in the middle and I can honestly not WAIT!!  Well that is all for now and I will chat with ya later!

Dad, Abbie and Marissa